ColorsOnMyTongue

Red and Green.

The sky encases me in the sickly color of early twilight. I look up from where I sit to see a forest, it smells of years gone by, it smells of death.

The source is distinct, it beckons me. I answer its call.

Where will it take me? Where can it take me?

Yellow and Blue.

I take my first step into the unknown. I take my first step toward the inevitable.

I walk for eternity.

As I stop to catch my breath, I look around at the world. The smell of salt and blinding light overcome my fragile senses. I'm drowning now, I'm fighting the tide of the sea, I'm fighting the sun's oblivious glare. Would it shine dimmer if it knew how I'm suffering?

White and Black.

I fall. I flail around in agony. My lungs are burning. It takes time to adjust to new forms of pain doesn't it?

It gets harder to fight back.

It gets harder to fight back.

I fall asleep. I wake up. I repeat.

I sink to the bottom, I feel the fine sand inching it's way under my clothes. I can't move, there is to much pressure. I can't move. I can't think. I don't want to hurt anymore.

Why won't you stop hitting me? You used to love me...